rubakhin
2009-09-10, 09:41 PM
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All the white boys in their Sta-Prest slacks,
they're home for the summer from college.
Stayin' out late, gettin' rowdy at the bar,
they're looking for trouble uptown.
They come up my block, 'bout 5 or 6 of them,
smashing they bottles in the gutter.
Yellin' all kinds of obscenities,
about Woman and God and Law.
Old Saint John on death row, he's just waiting for a pardon. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIZmsviQl3s&feature=related)
It's a golden hour, late afternoon, getting towards evening. The dusty yellow heat lays over the city like a blanket, and although there's sound all over, everything seems somehow mute. Comfortingly so. You forget what day it is, but everything feels like a Sunday.
It's peaceful here.
You are all alone.
Maybe in the back of your mind you sense a little spark of something, up somewhere in that piercing summer sky, so blue and cloudless and infinite over the heavy, earthy city, like it's split off from this world below, a whole other dimension. As if there's someone, some spirit, some voice, just out of your reckoning, saying I am with you, I am like you now.
But maybe it's just the way anyone would feel, here in New Grozny, the stream of people - The stream of people, you repeat to yourself, the old turn of phrase taking a new shape and solidity in your mind, a kind of accuracy to it you didn't realize it had, as you watch the steady river of Others, all walking at the same pace, in the same direction, with their heads down. You look at their outfits, at their expressions, each a still life from a different decades-long drama. Girls rising up like Venus from the half-shell, pausing at the top of the hill and shining with the while concrete, girls with electric green hair and bags and books weighed down in pins and notes and costume jewelry each with a meaning you will never know. Imperfect makeup, and frowns, and smiles, and tears. Businessmen and the heavy scent of deep-fried food and junkies with the softly plaintive eyes.
Each one of them is saying, there's a world here you can't touch.
You're just out of it.
- anyway, you're just out of it. You shake your head and go back to trying to figure out what you're doing. You have nowhere to sleep tonight, and you spent the last of your money today. It's been a little while since you came to the city, just dropped everything and ran - on what, a whim? And you don't know just what it is you're doing here. And it's starting to scare you a bit that you can't get ahold of anyone, that your ID is gone and your passwords won't work and somehow, what with one thing or another, you just can't seem to leave.
You're just about to hit reality.
Cassandra doesn't know how she's going to spend the rest of her day. It's kind of weird. You don't really think about boredom being a huge problem among the homeless. Which is, you guess, what you are now.
About all she knows right now, beyond her own name, is that she's near the outskirts of New Grozny where the borough starts to meld with Little Italy.
She sits back on the bright-white concrete and just looks around for a minute. Taking it all in.
The hot mellow crunch of rock music drifting loud from a faded-red convertible parked on the sidewalk with the doors open, like they're playing for the whole street. Or the women leaning out of their kitchen windows. You can just glimpse the room behind them, the color of the walls, all peeling floral paint and smoke-stained, a low-rent version of Norman Rockwell white. The guys below in jeans and wifebeaters and loose, muscular bodies leaning up against the car. You can't hear what they're saying. A burst of laughter from the woman upstairs, the lazy clatter of a shutter falling shut. The same hum of low, easy male conversation. Some angel-faced hustler, a guy they know, comes and flops back on the hood of the car spread-eagle, warming his ass, like he's making a sun angel in the summer heat.
It's beautiful here.
It's not so bad.
Sketch is barely a block down and he has just been resting, huddling in the shade of a nondescript little building that doesn't seem to mind your being here. Your temple against the warm faux-wood exterior, listening with one ear to the conversations around you. People walking by. The human comedy, loud like thunder. The hum and crackle of souls like electricity on a wire.
Little twenty-year-old kid in a white fleece jacket, pale as his skin, stops in his tracks, hovers near you. He's arguing in Ethnic over his cell phone. Maybe with his girlfriend. Somebody important, somebody private. He's got his shoulder turned to the crowd on the street and he's trying, against all logic, to quietly yell.
"Ya skazal - da ya skazal - suka, ya skazal tebye!"
Three guys in tracksuits sitting on the steps of the townhouse across the road, passing back and forth a papirosa (http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/f/fc/Belomorkanal.JPG) repurposed with marijuana, solemnly listening to something (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzLr0ksvsBY) that sounds like a Romanian harvest song set to a hip-hop beat, coming out of a static-y ghetto blaster that looks older than they are. They're stoned, they're not speaking at all, their minds are quiet.
The ethnic kid seems to have aged about ten years in five minutes. Did he have those bags under his eyes last time you glanced over that way? Now he's just saying "OK... OK... OK... " over and over again, very quietly, probably to no one but himself. He murmurs "Posmotri vokrug sebya. Menya utomilo ob'yasnyat' Vam obshcheivestniye veshchi." and hangs up. Disappears somewhere, melts into the river of people. You feel for him.
Evens is a world away, in the financial district, with its great glass buildings reflecting sun and sky, where he has just gotten kicked out of a bank. None of your cards are working, nothing, and for some reason when you went in there to explain the teller just looked at you. Before you even opened your mouth, which is what really got you about it, because you have to admit that having all these mysteriously inoperative PINs and no photo ID looks a bit iffy. Like you ooze criminality, all of a sudden. It came as a surprise to you. You're not a really charismatic man, you'd look silly on the cover of Newsweek, but you grew up around money, you know it, it knows you, and you just generally give off the impression of someone who's used the phrase "handling assets" without trying for the double entendre. The people in this city seem immune to it for some reason.
Or maybe it was just that teller. Even though you've done nothing wrong, you feel like it was something of a blessing you got out of there without getting the cops called on you.
Ippolito is down by the masjid, standing by the pay phone that still stubbornly exists in front of a prehistoric Turkish restaurant, listening to the rattle of the last coin disappearing into its metal sepulchre. Somehow, you've missed the woman you were after. She's just slipped away, like something you let go of in the tide. The city seems to change when you're not looking. The vaguely-defined area where you thought her workplace might be keeps turning you out into some back alley no matter what road you take, and all of a sudden you've totally forgotten what her apartment building so much as looks like.
Her number's not working. Again. You're mostly just trying it out of habit now. The permanent marker graffiti on the phone box offers a suggestion as to where unattainable women eventually end up, but you're not quite ready for that adventure yet.
Well, no matter what else happens, right now you all have one simple goal: You're hungry, you're broke, you have no one to go to, and you need to find something to eat.
OOC (http://www.giantitp.com/forums/showthread.php?p=6904903#post6904903)
All the white boys in their Sta-Prest slacks,
they're home for the summer from college.
Stayin' out late, gettin' rowdy at the bar,
they're looking for trouble uptown.
They come up my block, 'bout 5 or 6 of them,
smashing they bottles in the gutter.
Yellin' all kinds of obscenities,
about Woman and God and Law.
Old Saint John on death row, he's just waiting for a pardon. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIZmsviQl3s&feature=related)
It's a golden hour, late afternoon, getting towards evening. The dusty yellow heat lays over the city like a blanket, and although there's sound all over, everything seems somehow mute. Comfortingly so. You forget what day it is, but everything feels like a Sunday.
It's peaceful here.
You are all alone.
Maybe in the back of your mind you sense a little spark of something, up somewhere in that piercing summer sky, so blue and cloudless and infinite over the heavy, earthy city, like it's split off from this world below, a whole other dimension. As if there's someone, some spirit, some voice, just out of your reckoning, saying I am with you, I am like you now.
But maybe it's just the way anyone would feel, here in New Grozny, the stream of people - The stream of people, you repeat to yourself, the old turn of phrase taking a new shape and solidity in your mind, a kind of accuracy to it you didn't realize it had, as you watch the steady river of Others, all walking at the same pace, in the same direction, with their heads down. You look at their outfits, at their expressions, each a still life from a different decades-long drama. Girls rising up like Venus from the half-shell, pausing at the top of the hill and shining with the while concrete, girls with electric green hair and bags and books weighed down in pins and notes and costume jewelry each with a meaning you will never know. Imperfect makeup, and frowns, and smiles, and tears. Businessmen and the heavy scent of deep-fried food and junkies with the softly plaintive eyes.
Each one of them is saying, there's a world here you can't touch.
You're just out of it.
- anyway, you're just out of it. You shake your head and go back to trying to figure out what you're doing. You have nowhere to sleep tonight, and you spent the last of your money today. It's been a little while since you came to the city, just dropped everything and ran - on what, a whim? And you don't know just what it is you're doing here. And it's starting to scare you a bit that you can't get ahold of anyone, that your ID is gone and your passwords won't work and somehow, what with one thing or another, you just can't seem to leave.
You're just about to hit reality.
Cassandra doesn't know how she's going to spend the rest of her day. It's kind of weird. You don't really think about boredom being a huge problem among the homeless. Which is, you guess, what you are now.
About all she knows right now, beyond her own name, is that she's near the outskirts of New Grozny where the borough starts to meld with Little Italy.
She sits back on the bright-white concrete and just looks around for a minute. Taking it all in.
The hot mellow crunch of rock music drifting loud from a faded-red convertible parked on the sidewalk with the doors open, like they're playing for the whole street. Or the women leaning out of their kitchen windows. You can just glimpse the room behind them, the color of the walls, all peeling floral paint and smoke-stained, a low-rent version of Norman Rockwell white. The guys below in jeans and wifebeaters and loose, muscular bodies leaning up against the car. You can't hear what they're saying. A burst of laughter from the woman upstairs, the lazy clatter of a shutter falling shut. The same hum of low, easy male conversation. Some angel-faced hustler, a guy they know, comes and flops back on the hood of the car spread-eagle, warming his ass, like he's making a sun angel in the summer heat.
It's beautiful here.
It's not so bad.
Sketch is barely a block down and he has just been resting, huddling in the shade of a nondescript little building that doesn't seem to mind your being here. Your temple against the warm faux-wood exterior, listening with one ear to the conversations around you. People walking by. The human comedy, loud like thunder. The hum and crackle of souls like electricity on a wire.
Little twenty-year-old kid in a white fleece jacket, pale as his skin, stops in his tracks, hovers near you. He's arguing in Ethnic over his cell phone. Maybe with his girlfriend. Somebody important, somebody private. He's got his shoulder turned to the crowd on the street and he's trying, against all logic, to quietly yell.
"Ya skazal - da ya skazal - suka, ya skazal tebye!"
Three guys in tracksuits sitting on the steps of the townhouse across the road, passing back and forth a papirosa (http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/f/fc/Belomorkanal.JPG) repurposed with marijuana, solemnly listening to something (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzLr0ksvsBY) that sounds like a Romanian harvest song set to a hip-hop beat, coming out of a static-y ghetto blaster that looks older than they are. They're stoned, they're not speaking at all, their minds are quiet.
The ethnic kid seems to have aged about ten years in five minutes. Did he have those bags under his eyes last time you glanced over that way? Now he's just saying "OK... OK... OK... " over and over again, very quietly, probably to no one but himself. He murmurs "Posmotri vokrug sebya. Menya utomilo ob'yasnyat' Vam obshcheivestniye veshchi." and hangs up. Disappears somewhere, melts into the river of people. You feel for him.
Evens is a world away, in the financial district, with its great glass buildings reflecting sun and sky, where he has just gotten kicked out of a bank. None of your cards are working, nothing, and for some reason when you went in there to explain the teller just looked at you. Before you even opened your mouth, which is what really got you about it, because you have to admit that having all these mysteriously inoperative PINs and no photo ID looks a bit iffy. Like you ooze criminality, all of a sudden. It came as a surprise to you. You're not a really charismatic man, you'd look silly on the cover of Newsweek, but you grew up around money, you know it, it knows you, and you just generally give off the impression of someone who's used the phrase "handling assets" without trying for the double entendre. The people in this city seem immune to it for some reason.
Or maybe it was just that teller. Even though you've done nothing wrong, you feel like it was something of a blessing you got out of there without getting the cops called on you.
Ippolito is down by the masjid, standing by the pay phone that still stubbornly exists in front of a prehistoric Turkish restaurant, listening to the rattle of the last coin disappearing into its metal sepulchre. Somehow, you've missed the woman you were after. She's just slipped away, like something you let go of in the tide. The city seems to change when you're not looking. The vaguely-defined area where you thought her workplace might be keeps turning you out into some back alley no matter what road you take, and all of a sudden you've totally forgotten what her apartment building so much as looks like.
Her number's not working. Again. You're mostly just trying it out of habit now. The permanent marker graffiti on the phone box offers a suggestion as to where unattainable women eventually end up, but you're not quite ready for that adventure yet.
Well, no matter what else happens, right now you all have one simple goal: You're hungry, you're broke, you have no one to go to, and you need to find something to eat.
OOC (http://www.giantitp.com/forums/showthread.php?p=6904903#post6904903)