ray53208
2007-09-26, 04:08 AM
i have too much free time. time that could (and should) be spent furthering my alleged career, pursuing a relationship, or enlightening myself with new vistas of knowledge and wisdom, is spent cruising and posting on various message boards.
i know that sometimes i take my message board addiction a little too seriously. when someone dislikes something i like i tend to take it personally. and that is stupid of me. everyone is entitled to their own opinion and to voice it, but somewhere in the recesses of my psyche a little red button gets pushed and i take the time to counter an opinion. sometimes a little too harshly. for those of you whove felt the lash, i apologise.
recently, i was on another board that shall remain nameless. it is dedicated to a game im really interested in and from time to time i chime in with an idea or opinon. i try to keep things light hearted and funny. perhaps its a mistake to assume that everyone appreciates my sense of humor just because people in real life tell me im funny. needless to say, eventually a little red button got pushed and i had to chime in. i posted what i honestly felt was a humorous and relatively harmless bit of artistic commentary. it would be a stretch to call it satire, but what the heck, lets call it quasi-satirical. not political, it was about rpgs. there was no bad language or general naughtiness involved.
next thing i know a moderator deletes the image. they said that the image ate up too much bandwith, which seems strange because others posted images too. the mod follwed it up with a post saying that i was bashing and that negativity was boring... or something to that effect. i get an email. i respond with courtesy and levity. i acquiesce and comply completely. the response was in no uncertain terms rather curt, it was made known that my humor wasnt appreciated, and the implication was that i was to simply be silent.
i accept that if the mod says something its law. i mean they are kind enough to take the time to moderate, and its possible that they are even footing the bill to keep the board open. i respect this, but it left me with a rather unsettling feeling that i was unwelcome.
so, i took the time to get a feel for the vibe of that particular board. read the posts by other mods and members with clout. i have to say that it seems to me, upon further examination, that that particular board is rather square (to put in terms that you hep cats will jive with). i mean even for a supposedly "family friendly" joint, its square. i feel its a shame that i cant be a part of that community because i tend towards being more outspoken. i just cant bury my head in the sand and hope to avoid any kind of conflict or controversy. ive got to face things head on. while i dont desire confrontation for its own sake, i do sometimes feel that some sacred cows need tipping. what i find disappointing is that there really isnt another site dedicated to that particular game, and i wont really be able to communicate with gamers who share my interest openly and with real integrity.
i suppose there is no real point to this other than wondering what people think. i welcome thoughts and opinons, even critical or dissenting ones. and if this post seems boring or inappropriate, please feel free to delete it, moderators.
i know that sometimes i take my message board addiction a little too seriously. when someone dislikes something i like i tend to take it personally. and that is stupid of me. everyone is entitled to their own opinion and to voice it, but somewhere in the recesses of my psyche a little red button gets pushed and i take the time to counter an opinion. sometimes a little too harshly. for those of you whove felt the lash, i apologise.
recently, i was on another board that shall remain nameless. it is dedicated to a game im really interested in and from time to time i chime in with an idea or opinon. i try to keep things light hearted and funny. perhaps its a mistake to assume that everyone appreciates my sense of humor just because people in real life tell me im funny. needless to say, eventually a little red button got pushed and i had to chime in. i posted what i honestly felt was a humorous and relatively harmless bit of artistic commentary. it would be a stretch to call it satire, but what the heck, lets call it quasi-satirical. not political, it was about rpgs. there was no bad language or general naughtiness involved.
next thing i know a moderator deletes the image. they said that the image ate up too much bandwith, which seems strange because others posted images too. the mod follwed it up with a post saying that i was bashing and that negativity was boring... or something to that effect. i get an email. i respond with courtesy and levity. i acquiesce and comply completely. the response was in no uncertain terms rather curt, it was made known that my humor wasnt appreciated, and the implication was that i was to simply be silent.
i accept that if the mod says something its law. i mean they are kind enough to take the time to moderate, and its possible that they are even footing the bill to keep the board open. i respect this, but it left me with a rather unsettling feeling that i was unwelcome.
so, i took the time to get a feel for the vibe of that particular board. read the posts by other mods and members with clout. i have to say that it seems to me, upon further examination, that that particular board is rather square (to put in terms that you hep cats will jive with). i mean even for a supposedly "family friendly" joint, its square. i feel its a shame that i cant be a part of that community because i tend towards being more outspoken. i just cant bury my head in the sand and hope to avoid any kind of conflict or controversy. ive got to face things head on. while i dont desire confrontation for its own sake, i do sometimes feel that some sacred cows need tipping. what i find disappointing is that there really isnt another site dedicated to that particular game, and i wont really be able to communicate with gamers who share my interest openly and with real integrity.
i suppose there is no real point to this other than wondering what people think. i welcome thoughts and opinons, even critical or dissenting ones. and if this post seems boring or inappropriate, please feel free to delete it, moderators.