INoKnowNames
2020-05-26, 06:44 AM
The Apocalypse happening isn't helpful to this situation. It's gotta be even more difficult to meet up with people and do stuff when most of us are quarantined and unable to meet up in ways that would help each other....
I just got out of a 15 year old friendship that, right up until the last couple of years, had been done of the most important things in my life, only to itself become toxic enough to have been a loadstone to my mental health. I know I'm definitely going to need to take some time for all of those associated feelings to fully bleed out as it is...
Regardless, I suddenly find myself without a Best Friend. I do have a support network: a few groups of friends on Discord whom I try to game with online and otherwise joke with when I can; I'm certainly looking forward to being able to let my psyche intermingle with others here in the PBP section on here; there's gatherings I'd like to get back into once the quarantine ends involving my favorite past-time (Super Smash Bros Ultimate); and a small handful of real life friends who were good to me, one of them being a SSBU player and the other being a coworker, both having moved away but still being really cool. To say nothing, of course, of family, the job, or therapy to help with day to day things and other types of situations.
But it's different from not having a person that you can unquestionably call your best friend. Someone that you can talk to about 100% anything, and you know you're going to enjoy the talk. Being able to trust them with stuff you might not even be tempted to trust your family or your psychologist with at first instinct, and holding secrets from them to the grave. Being able to ask them their opinion, and having so much faith in them that you're fine whether or not they disagree with you on something or not; sometimes hearing them disagree with you shakes your perception more than anyone and everyone else doing so. The kind of person who you wouldn't mind calling you in the middle of your sleep, just because you know that if they're bugging you at that time, it's important enough to answer. Someone who always has your back through thick and thin, no matter what, and vice versa. The kind of person you'd want in a position of honor at your wedding (depending on gender and willingness to be with you up in front of everyone else, of course).
I know I'm (relatively) young and inexperienced, and frankly, still dealing with my current baggage, so my perception's beyond shoddy at the time. But I wonder, once you get to being in your 30s and 40s and beyond, how people form bonds that tight. Whether or not I'm naive to hope for such a thing to happen, or cynical to doubt it...
So, Older People, got any stories or advice on making genuine true best friends once you're past even your College age years?
I just got out of a 15 year old friendship that, right up until the last couple of years, had been done of the most important things in my life, only to itself become toxic enough to have been a loadstone to my mental health. I know I'm definitely going to need to take some time for all of those associated feelings to fully bleed out as it is...
Regardless, I suddenly find myself without a Best Friend. I do have a support network: a few groups of friends on Discord whom I try to game with online and otherwise joke with when I can; I'm certainly looking forward to being able to let my psyche intermingle with others here in the PBP section on here; there's gatherings I'd like to get back into once the quarantine ends involving my favorite past-time (Super Smash Bros Ultimate); and a small handful of real life friends who were good to me, one of them being a SSBU player and the other being a coworker, both having moved away but still being really cool. To say nothing, of course, of family, the job, or therapy to help with day to day things and other types of situations.
But it's different from not having a person that you can unquestionably call your best friend. Someone that you can talk to about 100% anything, and you know you're going to enjoy the talk. Being able to trust them with stuff you might not even be tempted to trust your family or your psychologist with at first instinct, and holding secrets from them to the grave. Being able to ask them their opinion, and having so much faith in them that you're fine whether or not they disagree with you on something or not; sometimes hearing them disagree with you shakes your perception more than anyone and everyone else doing so. The kind of person who you wouldn't mind calling you in the middle of your sleep, just because you know that if they're bugging you at that time, it's important enough to answer. Someone who always has your back through thick and thin, no matter what, and vice versa. The kind of person you'd want in a position of honor at your wedding (depending on gender and willingness to be with you up in front of everyone else, of course).
I know I'm (relatively) young and inexperienced, and frankly, still dealing with my current baggage, so my perception's beyond shoddy at the time. But I wonder, once you get to being in your 30s and 40s and beyond, how people form bonds that tight. Whether or not I'm naive to hope for such a thing to happen, or cynical to doubt it...
So, Older People, got any stories or advice on making genuine true best friends once you're past even your College age years?