Yuuki stares down silently for a long moment. "I don't want to be here," she says finally. "At all. I hate being stuck on this ship, especially with the Ragalians aboard. I feel like I've been awful at everything you've ordered me to do. And I really, really don't want to have to fight. I know I said I would because I want my pound of flesh to the Admirals, and I do, I want to see every Ragalian piece of crap wiped off the face of the galaxy, but that doesn't mean having to kill stuff feels good."

She unclenches her fists from the arms of the chair just long enough to slam them down into her lap, and continues, "I'm not a pilot, I'm not a teacher, hell, I'm not even an engineer. I'm a glorified techie that wrote a training package, and I don't get why you and everyone else are putting so much pressure on me."