... I'm back again. I can't sleep right now, because I just feel... sad right now. It could possibly be hormonal, because it's that time of the month for me, but I'm not sure.

The one guy that I like more than a friend right now I can never ask out because it could potentially ruin the two closest friendships I have right now. I'm slowly becoming more and more distant from my family. I've been wanting to talk to a therapist but don't have the means to currently without my parents finding out. All these things keep running through my head right now. My constant tear flow has prevented me from falling asleep.

All I want to do is to go to my friends house and just let all of this out, with him comforting me, but I don't want to impose on him or burden him with something like this.

And gorram it, I need a Kleenex box in my room.