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Yes. That should probably have been X is masculine an Y is feminine.
There's plenty of things people say are y that I am not (most in fact), is that supposed to tell me I'm not a boy? It's not that I mind being a girl (maybe I am and that's my problem?) but I'd rather not have my gender identity defined by others due to gender biased traits.
You could argue, I suppose, that things are masculine and feminine, but that boys are not by default masculine (which would be true) and girls not by default feminine (again true) but then what is the point with categorizing things in masculine and feminine in the first place? To me, stereotypes doesn't work. They are broken when I find just one person who doesn't fit. That tells me they are wrong and can't be applied. Is it important to some people to be defined as either man or woman? Obviously! But does that necessarily mean it is important to define what a man or a woman is or isn't? No I don't think so.
But in order to better have something to discuss from, how about we define what those x and y that girls and boys (respectively) are? What IS masculine and feminine? Can I see a list (that could include anything you want from character traits, appearance, interests and socialization customs)? While it is interesting to discuss categorization as an ideal the problem may also be that the categorise that we use are different so defining them seem to be a constructive starting point.
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So... is the statement "humans have 46 chromosomes" also problematic?
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What does that have to do with an observation that "happily ever after," is either being misapplied to a normal life with strife and tribulation or a fairy tale lie in order to wrap up a story for children?
Seriously. Saying "Oh, it is happiness without any strife because the strife makes everything better," has got to be the biggest load of hooey I've heard in a long while.
You think I don't understand that life is struggle? No, life is pain, anyone who says differently is selling something.
And look at that, Disney and feel-good fairy tales are most certainly selling something.
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So a game I like (Exalted) recently announced a Dereth Eclipse. Eclipse is a solar caste, and the Dereth are a small group within the southern Delzhan that choose to be viewed as the opposite gender by their culture. The Delzhan have very strict gender roles, but they don't care what your sex is, as long as you choose one side of the gender binary. So pretty much every signature character (5-6 for each exalt type [~8], and a handful of others) has been heteronormative and cisgender with the exception of a couple minor characters. There's also a joke that everyone in Exalted in bisexual. But this is the first major character that is not cis, and it's pretty awesome. He has a lot of fans within the community already and it's not just cause he's trans :p thought I'd share this
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I know I sound stupid when I say this, but a small chance is better than no chance. While I agree that you should not make all happiness dependent on something that you might not get, you can still look for opportunities and take those you find. It is true that you may never find someone even if you do all you can, but it is also true that you definitively won't find anyone if you give up entirely. For that matter, there is also the chance that your circumstances change, considering the changes in Europe, Australia and North America in just a few decades.
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I am confused now. You said yes but then you change them back to non-chromosome-coded again? It really doesn't matter though so not sure why I even comment on it. My mind works in mysterious ways.
It wouldn't be. You're equating things too far. Hammers are carpentry tools, but having a hammer doesn't make you a carpenter. You're doing exactly what I said shouldn't be done. This proves it's rather innate though.
Coding can be utilized. I can agree that we need to remove the stigma from feminine things, but I don't agree we should remove feminine as a trait. I Kinda literally need it, for example. .
No, of course not. Leaving it open ended is the point. Something that's feminine code for me (either in my eyes or performed by me and in the eyes of others) might be neutral or masculine for other folks. Codifying leads to quantifying. That's the problem.
Nevertheless, I would find it interesting to know what things you considering feminine vs masculine even if it is simply your own views. If we can't put words and define the meaning of the words then I would argue their relevance? It's about communication yes?
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I would go with "Humans typically have 46 chromosomes".
That's ... oddly specific.
The real word is Synaesthetes. "Darren" is an earthy brown and "Lily" is pink and white.
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Don't you hate it when happy occasions are ruined by something incredibly small?
I was at a good friend's graduation party (my ex-girlfriend, actually). According to her and her brother (my best friend) her dad isn't incredibly comfortable around LGBT people and there were a lot of other people I don't know very well there, so I was being subtle with my presentation, so I was expecting a lot of "he"s and such from people who I'm not out to, but...
At one point, a lot of the college-age crows was around the table playing Apples to Apples, and one of the guests came over to give a gift to the graduate. The gift was a very expensive (and pretty) pair of earrings. She didn't have her ears pierced, so it came up that it might finally be time for her to do so.
And then someone commented that, "All the other girls at the table have pierced ears!" Of course, I don't. People started confirming this with everybody there, and not a single one of my friends even looked at me. No subtle glances, nothing. They were looking for "girls at the table," and I was not included in that for any of them. Which basically says that they don't consider me a girl, and any time they refer to me as one it's just because they're just humoring me. And as always, the only time I see my friends is when we're at a large gathering, and so I don't feel like killing the mood, so I disn't say anything. How can I possibly explain how I'm feeling to them when the only time I have to do so?
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*Hugs the Phoenix*
Yeah, that's kinda sucky :(
Honestly though, I doubt they were dismissing you or 'just humouring you' at other times.
I'd like to think it had more to do with the fact that you were presenting at male (unfortunately), and they knew you weren't out to everyone and didn't want to risk drawing any attention to you.
Still not fun :(
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2013-05-12, 07:43 PM (ISO 8601)
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As I mentioned before, only vowels are coloured for me, so they define how a word looks for me. Consonants remain the colour they are printed. Now that I think about it, the colour of a vowel corresponds to how it sounds.
So Joseph is mostly black from the o with the e in bright green standing out, while Karen is a lively mix of yellow and green. Lynn is a reddish pink from the y. Your last name is a mixture of black and dark violet. Dark but not unfriendly. The round shapes of C and g might have an influence on that last impression. And the fact that violet was my favourite colour for a long time.
Whenever synesthesia comes up, I wish I would see more colours, especially from music.
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2013-05-12, 08:35 PM (ISO 8601)
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I think I multiquoted too many things catching up and dropped some...ah well.
Eh, maybe. The issue is with the drawings they're using for that.
Yeah, this.
I'd say go for it. Good luck.
I've only ever met female Robins (in the New England area) and only like, two.
Aww. I'm sorry to hear that. Breakups suck. It'll get better eventually.
I would rather have them as they actually look. That would be good, and not subvert the messages of the shows like this kind of does.
Even in something as dry as a textbook I'd probably say something like "humans normally have 46 chromosomes (see section whatever on aneuploidy for exceptions)".
Yeah.
Edit: Here's a good redesign of 2D Merida to look more like movie teenage Merida and less like a slim, sexy adult woman cosplaying as Merida.
That stinks. You might talk to them about it, if it's a big issue. Hopefully it's just, you weren't presenting as really female, so that's why.Jude P.
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I can only shudder at the thought of whatever synthaesia would glean from my name.
I'm sorry your experience got ruined by all of that.
I don't know what you mean by subtle, exactly, but it sounds almost like your friend asked you to go to this event presenting as a male so that the father-beast wouldn't have a cow and cause a scene or give her(and probably you) a huge amount of grief. So there's potential that between that and others following her lead that things could have a less awful root.
I don't know how you've discussed things with your friends, but there also seems to be the potential for a confused belief that if you present as male overtly then they're supposed to use male pronouns in order to help you keep up your cover or what have you.
So, there's some room for some level of cautious, partial pseudo-optimism. Maybe.
As for getting to the bottom of it... I assume correspondence can work for at least enough people to serve as a litmus test of the rest of the group.
SpoilerI know that feeling far too well, myself. x.x
Sorry for going full-on hostile for a moment there.
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Except that's not what it was. The lady said, "EVery other girl here has pierced ears," and everyone's mind went to a quick 2-step process: 1) Find girls; 2) Assess ears. It was that look that you can see where people are focusing on something. Two of the three of them present did it (the third was paying attention to something else), and neither of them looked at me once. They were looking for girls, and I wasn't part of that group. If they had thought of me that way but were being discreet because of my presentation, I would have expected at least a glance in my direction, and a split second or two while they processed that they needed to filter information. But no, it was: 'girl, peirced; girl, pierced; girl, pierced; Hey, you're right!" I wasn't included in the process at any point, nor was there any indication that they realized they left me out afterwards. It's possible they might have thought of it afterwards and just didn't mention it, but I didn't see it.
But I don't want to get my ears pierced! But otherwise it's something to consider...
I'm having a lot of trouble finding time to talk about it. Text or e-mail don't feel right for discussing something so important (and make an actual conversation hard), and as I mentioned, every other time I see them is when we've got a short time and everyone there is there to have fun. Ruining our one meeting of the week for everyone else seems rude of me.
They didn't ask me this time. We discussed it before the Super Bowl party they had in February. And this was my friend's graduation party, so I didn't want to take the moment away from her by making it also my "coming out to a lot of her friends and family" time.
And no one was following anyone's lead in this instance. Lots of people were looking around for girls with earrings. Heck, I even did it too. It was just a really fast thing, and I wouldn't have expected anyone who I wasn't out to to have included me in that, but the people I was out to didn't do it, either.
I don't really understand what you're saying here...
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And then things keep going the same way. My work was giving out free polo shirts last week, and I picked up a women's shirt. I actually really like it, because it really flatters my figure. My dad and I picked my mom up from the airport, then we took her out to dinner. I was wearing that shirt and some shapely jeans, working on both my posture and voice. I thought I might just pass enough. But no, our server called me "Sir." I read a bit deeper into it than that, but I won't go into that now.
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SpoilerI didn't say it would be easy. But having a negative attitude will only make things worse. If you keep thinking like this, you'll miss the opportunity to change things around and have a good one.
That said, I completely understand the level of suckage you're going through. I've had weeks like that. The thing is, they always end sometime.
Don't give up yet, ok?
Okay, so there is even more suckage. But how will throwing in the towel help? *hugs*
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2013-05-12, 10:33 PM (ISO 8601)
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SOD :(
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Definitely something that needs to be brought up with them, find out what they were thinking and where they stand and stuff. Maybe send an email to the party-girl going "I need to talk to you about something, when can I ring you or meet you?", and then ask why things went down the way they did.
This is definitely something you need to discuss with her, and if you'd rather not do it at a social outing, this might be the best option.
Also.. I know it's hard, but try not to read too much into things? It can be really hard to reprogram your automatic responses even for something as simple as someone changing their name. Changing the way you instinctively react to someone's gender isn't going to be easy for the other girls.
It's not nice and it's not right and it's not an excuse, but brains are hard things to change at times.
But I don't want to get my ears pierced! But otherwise it's something to consider...
~Phoenix~
You could always jokingly go to your friend "So you're getting your ears pierced, does that mean I'm supposed to now as well?". Still lets you go 'I'd rather not', but the idea will be put into her head and you can see the reaction.
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Perhaps your friends already processed this information, and decided to utilise it at that moment.
Hm. What is there to see?
An additional meeting, perhaps? You could tell them that you wish to convey important information to them, and to ask if they could all agree to meet on a singular day. Maybe you could entice them by mentioning food.
An unfortunate event. Have you isolated the reasoning behind the label?
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Because the change was not chromosomal (lettering is done strictly to my sense of aesthetic, evaluate as a narcissistic unicorn i am the rubric for my conversations. u_u) it was changing the variable from either male or female to masculine or feminine.
Am I? You said specifically it was ok to have statements like "carpenters have hammers" which implies not having a hammer makes you not a carpenter. Having a hammer says nothing about you, it is the absence of that proves something.
That's why the change to masculine/feminine from male/female. If a person says they are a woman and they have one or two masculine traits they are still probably a woman. The addition or subtraction of traits does not change them, it helps your perception to a degree. Which is fine.
Judging them for how well their desired reception matches your new of their presentation is not.
It would be very interesting to learn more about how you think and feel in this matter. Is it possible to explain to me why feminine as a trait is so necessary for you? Would being masculine make you (or anyone) any less of a woman? I am not aiming to critique you (or anyone), I just wish to understand (because only by understanding others can we become more accepting and open-minded).
I am somewhat confused by this. You are saying it is good to have feminine codifying on a subjective level but not objective? And I think you need to explain the problem to me again...
None. I just read you as having feminine traits. Someone else may get a different read from you and that's fine.
Nevertheless, I would find it interesting to know what things you considering feminine vs masculine even if it is simply your own views. If we can't put words and define the meaning of the words then I would argue their relevance? It's about communication yes?
It's actually an issue many transgender people seem to have! A cis woman can present several Y traits (masculine) and be read as female with masculine traits. A trans woman needs to present fewer Y traits because of coming from a different angle, seemingly. The whole snarled mess starts dipping into sovereignty, privilege, and sexism really fast. Removing the stigma – that possession of traits can diminish if those traits are not expected for the core – would remove a lot of the teeth from that. It's still confusing, but less soul crushing.
Ouch. >_<
That's understandable but not desirable. I think you should consider the amount of 'whining' you've done with your friends recently on any an all topics, and weigh whether or not telling them via email "hey guys, we need to talk" is going to be received as Whiny or Serious Business.
Because frankly this isn't going to stop until you monkey wrench their gears. And right now, as of this moment, you've actively chosen to toeture yoursel with something that saps all joy out of life rather than maybe tell someone they are being rude. That's a fine choice, if not the one is counsel, but only if you make it willingly. Do not let in division decide for you, luv. No good comes of it.
I suggest you do what I do! Because narcissist :P
Play it up. Someone says all the girls have pierced ears, say "not all of us. Next you'll be saying we can't wear pants!" And let them take it as a joke.
And after a few jokes of a particular nature, folks will begin connecting dots. For some this will be an "oh, he... Uh, she... Uh, Phoenix is transsexual?" And for others it will just subtly reinforce the sympathetic connections between you and the Girl-o-sphere in people's mind-spaces.
And then things keep going the same way. My work was giving out free polo shirts last week, and I picked up a women's shirt. I actually really like it, because it really flatters my figure. My dad and I picked my mom up from the airport, then we took her out to dinner. I was wearing that shirt and some shapely jeans, working on both my posture and voice. I thought I might just pass enough. But no, our server called me "Sir." I read a bit deeper into it than that, but I won't go into that now.
Retail and food is a paranoid place. I wouldn't fault someone for trying to maintain a meager living.
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Hey all! So it is my birthday today! I accept cash, cheque and the skulls of my enemies as tribute :3
Anyway. I've been doing some more reading and urgh. People just don't get stuff. I've found one person arguing that objectifying women is feminist cause it is sexuality.
Anyway, I know a lot of people need hugs at the moment, so... *hugs everyone but gives Karen extra hugs!*
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*hugs to Asteron and Phoe and Karen*
@Helio: it's reassuring that I did not just imagine things. That was indeed distinctly not how I remembered Merida (granted, I only saw her on posters and trailers, but still).
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Darren is dark brown with a bit of dark red around the a. Lily is white and yellow.
Thank you, that made me feel a lot better.
SpoilerJoseph: dark brown, Lynn: yellow-green, Karen: orange, Mc: dark red, Cullough: dark blue.
*hugs*
Maybe you don't even need a long talk, maybe your friends just need a small reminder that you are indeed a girl? It takes time to change your way of thinking about a person but they wont change if you don't tell them to.
When my sister finished the wonderful picture she painted for me and put it on her blog, she first wrote "for my sister" and used female pronouns for me. When I asked her to change it, she apologized and said that it will need some time till she internalizes it. And that's okay, because I still go with female pronouns in German so she doesn't have many occasions where she could use non-gendered language for me. But I'm glad I asked her to change it on her blog because that was a good occasion to remind her that I'm not her little sister anymore even if I present as female and use female pronouns.
*hugs again*
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Happy Birthday, Lea!
I'll immediately start collecting some skulls.
Wait, skulls of your enemies? ... That makes it a bit harder.
Anyway. I've been doing some more reading and urgh. People just don't get stuff. I've found one person arguing that objectifying women is feminist cause it is sexuality.
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I let things pile up a bit too much again, so even though I'm not directly commenting on anything, still plenty of well-wishes for everyone. (Also happy birthday, Lea!)
I heard back from her, and apparently I was already going to be starting on Progynova, the safer form of E. I must have misheard her with how fast the session passed by. >.> But I should be getting scripts for that and anti-androgens sometime this week then.
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I also went shopping for new shoes with my mum yesterday, which I was a bit nervous about cause I didn't want boyish shoes, but I managed to find some nice neutral Converses which I quite like.
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Also had a good conversation with my therapist about my anxiety issues and other things last Friday.Last edited by Astrella; 2013-05-13 at 05:04 AM.
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Happy Birthday Lea! Does this mean you'll be biting birthday cake instead of Playgrounders today?
@Lycun - just for future reference, what pronouns and names should I use to address you in future? =)
And for all those that have been having a tough time of late - *hugs*
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