I know I'm a bit late to respond to this, but I find it funny just how well you were describing me. You can totally be a brony (here come the key words), if you want to. If you don't want to, then I'll be a bit sad, but I do understand that the show isn't for everyone. Anywho, no pressure intended, but I think you'd be surprised to find that there are some kindred spirits here.
*hugs* Feel better soon.
Yeah, ponythread's been in overdrive lately. If my sleep schedule weren't currently borked the particular way it currently is, I don't think I'd really be able to keep up with it.
Side note: anyone else still finding the new imgur interface to be annoying? If anyone wants me to, I can throw up a post that duplicates the PM I sent SiuiS back when it turned unusable for him.