Originally Posted by
KenderWizard
Ugh, I know, right? I just don't understand it. The only thing I would put in whiskey is a drop of hot water if I'm sick. Otherwise, neat all the way.
Helio is much more patient than I am. If someone tried saying that I should try to have perspective because at least I'm not losing family members to flooding, I would be angry. Since we're not telepathic, for all we know, Helio's gender dysphoria is worse than losing a dog.
I still recommend some kind of meditation. Some way of acknowledging the thoughts and then letting them go away. I really think that you'll find the right balance over a couple of cycles, as you become more familiar with your "end points". It hasn't been very long, so you can definitely sort out the name situation. I'd say keep a list of nice, gender neutral names; ones that you think could work for you when you're more masculine as well as more feminine. Since you seem to oscillate quite quickly, you should be able to think about the name as feminine-Helio, midpoint-Helio and masculine-Helio to try it out.