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I ****ed up my mini-exams this january. 45% and 10%. I'm failing my course again. Knew I ballsed up the second exam but didn't realise I ballsed up the first. No idea how the third one went, but I'm sure it's just as bloody awful, judging by these two.

Don't understand how I keep doing this to myself. Handed in a load of stuff which I'm sure I'm going to fail too for modules.

Talking to the accessibility people. I feel like I'm giving up by doing so. I can't fail a second first year. Don't think I could cope with that.

Can't leave today either to gather myself and stop crying. Still gotta be here 'til 5.

I need help. And to just get away from everything. this is the third time i've broken down over the past week.