All I can say is whats been said already, dont rush.
Well update on my situation
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Well if anyones curious. Life is going pretty good for me now, I mean not everything is suddenly perfect but I saw my girlfriend on the weekend. we chatted about things, as one does when its 3am and you have an hour to walk home. Long story short we spoke about things and I'm feeling alot better. Thanks astrella for telling me not to be stupid. I was just a little bit freaked out and insecure at the time, and didnt really have the ability to talk to anyone about it