Originally Posted by
Comrade
Either way, now I feel like kind of an idiot for the time I spent talking myself into asking her, or the time I spent all happy that she'd said yes, or the time I spent feeling nervous and realising she wasn't going to answer. And given I'm almost certainly never going to see her again, there's no room for any sense of closure. Even if you're right and I'm even more socially maladjusted than I thought and she'd just been letting me down easy, it'd be nice to actually hear that instead of just being shrugged off like nothing.