Well I feel like ****.

Apparently not only does my social anxiety and lack of consistent days off affect my ability to meet people, my best friend who's been in too much pain to see me for three months isn't in too much pain to get into a new relationship. So I bloody well know where I stand in the grand scheme of things now, maybe I should just **** off and leave you alone.

I just feel like ****, and wish I didn't have so many friends who insist that I have to work it out myself, even if they didn't do so. 'Stop complaining about how you never get to meet people, and just go out there and meet people' (gee, thanks, guess I'll just magically have the time to attended clubs with any degree of regularity).