Well, to avoid having an argument on these forums, I'll just say that I thoroughly disagree with your life choices, and I would never personally make the same choice. Though, OFC, if you're from the US, the mortality rate of soldiers in the army due to hostile action seems to be thousands of times smaller than the death rate of adventurers in the OOTS world probably would be, so making a comparison between your situation and V's situation is useless anyway.