Talakeal, there's a fairly consistent pattern of you making a thread asking for advice, being told where you went wrong, and you digging in your heels and insisting that the people you are asking for advice are simply misunderstanding you and that it didn't actually happen the way everyone understood it from your post. Its also fairly common to poke at your story and have you explain that no, the way you described it the first time wasn't correct, and that ACTUALLY what happened was this... at which point people start tuning you out because you aren't being informative anymore.

If your game sessions are even remotely like this, its no wonder everyone is so miserable all the time. Nobody can talk to each other or understand anything!